NOTHINGNESS.... sometimes our life is full of nothings, full of emptiness, full of vacuum.... The nihility can be quite painful and yet at the same time this phase (yes its just a phase of our life) can teach us to struggle out of the most difficult times..... An individual can make the best or the worst out of it....kind of make-it-or-break-it situation....
A girl was once very focused, determined & clear in her mind... She knew what it was that she had to do, in which direction she will take her life. Yes, she was the one who was giving directions to life and it was never the other way round. She was her own BOSS. She always used to put in her best efforts at whatever challenge she had in front of her. Always doing things in the right way, never choosing the wrong path. The wrong ways and path were non-existent in her life. Remember she chose directions in which her life has to head.... Everything was going smooth when suddenly (I think life had had enough of her orders) life decided to toss the game the other way round.... Yes, this time LIFE was the boss... She had to face a failure and this was unbearable for a person who had never ever faced one. She was shattered at life's brutal step against her and yes NOTHINGNESS seeped in her (and it seemed it would stay for a long time)
She finally had to face the phase she was running away from for years. For hours she used to analyse her state of mind and conclude nothing, just nothing. Talking to herself she said ''I am NOTHING. My existence means nothing to this world. Nothing at all. Yet then I see myself and say that God wouldn't have created me just like that. There must be some reason, a purpose, an aim, a goal, an opportunity not yet explored. WHY don't I already have it clearly written on my hand what exactly I am meant to do? But then if it was so easy what is the sense? If I wont face any hardships how will I realise what finally WINNING means. If we don't have sorrows in our lives, we won't understand what HAPPINESS exactly feels like, it would be just another thing. And her mind kept switching from a learned philosopher to a scared child searching an answer.... She wasn't being able to make the best use of her phase of nothingness...... TO BE CONTD.....
